♥ SARAH!!

when i'm 64

Wed, 30 Jan 2008 21:49:42 GMT

so i've been reading through my old entries and
i realize how much things have changed.

crazy.

Thu, 30 Aug 2007 01:32:19 GMT

Sometimes the lights all shinin on me
Other times I can barely see
Lately it occurs to me what a long, strange trip its been

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 04:43:19 GMT

North Carolina road trip = amazing time

Copeland show in Chicago = sososo amazing

school starting in five days = not so amazing

Newport Harbor = even less amazing

survey.

1. I've come to realize that my last kiss was ...
confusing
2. I am listening to ...
copeland
3. I talk ...
all the time, but i don't necessarily think it's a bad thing
4. I love ...
life, frineds, aaron marsh
5. My best friend(s) is/are ...
caitlin, tiff, abby, jen, esther
6. My car is ..
a bad ass ford focus
7. My life ...
is great, i love it
8. I hate it when people ask ...
about my future, or my past hahaha
9. Love is ...
crazy painful lovely, you know
10. Marriage is ...
scary, but how amazing will it be to just find someone who you love enough to spend the rest of your life with? and someone who wants to spend the rest of their life waking up next to you? amazing.
11. Somewhere, someone is thinking ...
everyone poops.
12. I'm always ...
changing
13. I have a secret cheesy crush on ...
ZAC EFRON! but it's not really a secret hahah
14. I wish that I were..
away at college
15. My cell phone ...
is always by my side
16. When I wake up in the morning I...
go pee
17. When I go to bed at night ...
i usually lay in bed thinking for a while
18. Right now I am thinking about ...
only having five days of summer left
19. Babies are ...
eeeek
20. I get on MySpace ...
whenever i feel like it
21. Today I ...
didn't do anything
22. Tonight I will ...
sleep
23. Tomorrow I will ...
do something amazing because summer is slipping away so fast
24. I really want to ...
meet someone new

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 15:30:09 GMT

bibbity
bobbity
boop

fuck

Wed, 27 Jun 2007 09:22:55 GMT

cornerstone cornerstone, CORNERSTONE

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 21:48:43 GMT

esther left, i'm so sad

Sun, 20 May 2007 21:31:30 GMT

if it's anything like this weekend

this summer will be bliss ♥

Mon, 26 Mar 2007 05:21:51 GMT

this morning i woke up next to my best friend
thinking about a boy who makes me happy
with birds chirping outside my window
and sunshine all around me
all of the windows in my house were open
and i ate breakfast with my mommy on the back porch
then i drove to the mall with my windows down
and bought a pretty dress

and today was nice

and friday was very nice
i've never felt so happy
watching such a sad movie
but i was in good company
♥

i don't caaya

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 04:37:20 GMT

i think you guys are really missing the point here

caitlin really, really wants her movie back hahhaa

fuck

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 21:34:10 GMT

open your eyes

ps. caitlin wants her how to lose a guy in ten days movie back

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 00:54:46 GMT

global warming my ass

hahah i'm so glad i'm above some people in this earth
i love who i am and i dont give a shit what anyone says

i'll probly regret this in the morning

Wed, 07 Feb 2007 04:47:10 GMT

today we got out early because of the snow

i didnt have on appropriate shoes or socks
and i parked behind the dust van so i had to wait
liek half an hour to get out of the parking lot, not to
mention there was like three feet of snow
behind my little blue car. i found a pair of
socks in my car and used them as gloves to go
outside and scrape my windows haha
and it took me close to twenty minutes to drive
the five minutes from school to my house

but once i got home it was nice, i took a nap
and drew a picture of bob dylan.

caitlin and i are gonna get tattoos together
once we turn 18. i'm stoked.

shes my best friend in the world
i'm so grateful for her

because shes real, and i've discovered recently
that not all of my "friends" are real.

from now on i'm only focusing on
the good people in my life,

i've honestly wanted to cry about this one thing a lot recently
i dont want to say anything because i'm not about
talking shit, but its become such an issue
that i had to go out of my way to change the way i look
just so that she doesn't look exactly like me anymore.

and i'm not sure if she even notices it but please please please
stop, just stop. its not that hard, find an original look
or life goal, please. cause its really hurting my feelings
and i dont feel bad about saying all of this
because i've kept my mouth shut for quite a while
and im not the only person who notices it, everyone does
and im not trying to start shit but it needed to be said

i'm so sick of school

but i know ive got ryan and caitlin
and dispite this recent blizzard
i know summers closer then ever
and soon i'll be wearing summer dresses
with my blonde hair and tan skin

and everything will be better

because i wont have to deal with drama
or see people i dont like every day
i can surround myself with friends and sunshine

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 01:57:21 GMT

i got hilly! im so excited, its a long story

but it doesnt matter cause i got the only part
i really wanted!! so i take back that previous
statement!!!! yayyyyy!!

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 17:27:04 GMT

+ stayed home yesterday,
- puking my brains out

+ i look skinnier today, haha

- its only the begining of the semester and i've
missed two days already

+ i feel much better today

- i didnt get a good part in the musical
+ i dont care hahaha

- makeup homework, makeup homework

+ i've got an amazing best friend and a wonderful boyfriend
who have both made me feel better

those blankets in your bed

Thu, 04 Jan 2007 05:19:23 GMT

i cut his hair myself one night
beard those scisors in the yellow light
he told me that i'd done alright

and he kissed me till the morning light

You are my sweetest downfall

I loved you first, I loved you first

Beneath the stars came fallin' on our heads
But they're just old light, they're just old light

your hair was long when we first met

Sat, 30 Dec 2006 17:58:21 GMT

my room is so messy from the birthday/christmas gifts everywhere
it always takes them a while to blend in and fit somewhere

my white party was hecka fun
my birthday was amazing
christmas was fun too

tomorrow is new years eve!!! geesh.

i need to learn how to use my new sewing machine

Clemma Rae

Fri, 22 Dec 2006 05:32:59 GMT

Caitlin and i have a band

we went through some interesting names:

protazoa prolusion

civil tuff

hey maybell

pastel maybell

madison

eddington

but in the end we settled on

Clemma Rae

after my great grandma with a glass eye

we're amazing, ryan plays guitar
and caitlin and i are the music makers

look out for our myspace coming your way soon!!!

Tue, 28 Nov 2006 03:30:50 GMT

i didnt go to school today
i slept instead

it was lovely

i hate being ignored
fuck the awakening

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 17:15:43 GMT

it's snowing!!

and i'm watching a beauty and
the geek marathon

this day feels good

last night was fun
my dress is so pretty
i'm glad it finally
got its moment to shine

ps. my birthday is in less than a month guys!!!

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 05:49:40 GMT

1) Something that I recently changed was: my contacts

2) Never in my life have I sucked at: haha

4) When I'm nervous: i dont talk, or i shake

5) The last time I cried was: last night

6) If I were to get married right now my bridesmaids/groomsmen would be: tiffy caitlin laura thats probly it

7) Next year I will be: a senior, hopefully at ryans apartment a majority of the time

8) My hair is: looking crappy today

9) When I was four I: had a mullet

10) Last Christmas: was spent at tiffanys like always, i love it

11) I'm listening to: laguna beach on tv

12) I should be: sleeping

13) When I look down, I see: my snowflake pajama pants and my unpainted nails

14) The most fun recent event was: watching almost famous with caitlin ryan and rippey tonight was pretty fun

15) If I were a character on "Friends": probly febe, feebee? im not sure how to spell it haha

16) Do you spend alot of time contemplating life's unanswerables: when im laying in bed at night and i cant sleep i do

17) What's your biggest personality flaw: my feelings get hurt easily

18) I have a hard time understanding: math and feelings

19) One time at a family gathering: i hung out with my best friend

20) You know I love: ryan

21) If I won an award, the first people/person I would tell would be: my parents, ryan

22) Take my advice: follow your heart

23) My ideal breakfast is: honey nut cheerios and chocolate pop tarts

24) If you visited the place where I grew up: you would be at my house

25) I want to visit: europe, or ryan

26) If you spend the night at my house, you better: not fart in my bed

27) I bet you didn't know: i write in all capital letters

28) The world could not do without: love

29) I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than date: anyone but ryan

30) The last thing I bought myself was: a shirt i think

31) The last thing someone bought for me was: ryan bought me coldstone

32) Two things I could not live without are: my best friends, my faimly

33) My favorite color is: rainbow

34) The best CD I own is: jim croces greatest hits

35) An animal I would like to see fly is: a giraffe

36) I shouldn't have: doubted us

37) Once, at the bar: watched my daddy get drunk

38) Last night I: felt like shit, but then it got better

39) There's this girl I know who: is my bestest friend

40) How I feel about toilet paper is: i would be pretty sad without it

41) A better name for me would be: vada

42) If I ever go back to school I will: be upset, but i know it will be tomorrow

43) LAURA IS: my friend

44) What I really want for my birthday is: presents, sex and the city on dvd

45) I'm wearing: my pajamas

46) Tomorrow I am: watching the season finale of laguna beach with caitlin

47) My friends are: my favoritests

48) I really wish for: everything to be wonderful

Mon, 13 Nov 2006 03:43:12 GMT

oh how i love three day weekends

oh its what you do to me
♥

this weekend was wonderful
i spent it with ryan and caitlin

thursday: the mall with caitlin, brendan, and jordie
then to ryans house after he got off work

friday: went to see borat with ryan, but the power
went out at the theater and we only
got to see half of it, ryan left
then came back with miguel and rippey
we watched some horrible rob zombie movie
jake rippey farts in his sleep hahahha

saturday: ryan got let out of work early and
came over, we snuggled and then went to the
mall and got coldstone. then we went and
got caitlin and watched pulp fiction
caitlin spent the night

sunday: hung out with caitlin and ryan, we had
monicals and watched snow day and listened
to hey there delilah about 14 thousand times

i absolutly love caitlin and ryan
i dont know what i would do without them
they're my bestest friends ♥

im sorry

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 04:48:23 GMT

i just need to do what
feels right to me right now
i dont feel like i need
to explain myself to anyone
i've already explained things
to the two people i needed
to explain them to
and thats all that matters

i still love him,
and ive missed him
and i think we can
be good again

by my side

Sun, 05 Nov 2006 19:11:17 GMT

anatomy of gray was fun
i was kinda bummed that
i only got to do it one night
but i think i did well so
im not upset
plus lots of my friends came
which made me happy
my family all came too

caitlin and i are going to
visit spencer at work tonight

i really like new copeland

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 01:02:52 GMT

lovedrug was fun

i love my friends

Mon, 23 Oct 2006 05:16:17 GMT

SpencerC313: you are pretty terrific sarah

♥